Chronicles of a Beautiful Distraction

I have a fear of flying. Flying up high the heart-filled skies of sweet nothings and beautiful surprises. Irresistible as it may seem, I can not handle love and love related craziness. But last night was the third time I've been with a person whom i wanted to make a part of my life. Feeling's getting stronger each moment, and anytime soon this'll explode.

Okay, I first met "Bamboo" 5 days ago and at that very moment I knew he,s something. My friend asked Bamboo to accompany him on his way to meet me for an afternoon snack. We barely exchanged words. He's quiet and mysterious. My type. I hope our bowls of pansit never emptied so I could spend some more time with him. For two nights, he's the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep.

Planned out of desperation, I scheduled a drinking soirée two night ago with the venue strategically chosen; their neighbor's hut. For the first time, we were able to sit beside each other. I did not initiate anything, but it's official, I am crazy over him.

Then last night, i was able to sit beside him again. In my heart, explosions of love bombs continue to shake my whole consciousness. I knew I should do something about this. I am losing myself and I should know how I'll fair so that i could plan my next move. He's leaving for Cavite at the end of the month. I plan to practice privately here in the province.

I do not want to fall but it's a feeling that i wanted to stay in forever.